Today I was thinking about the time frame I took that overdose as a teenager and how YHWH placed righteous judgement against my soul and there was nothing I could do to change that judgement against my soul… I was straight out dead on the hospital bed for 1 hr I cannot even begin to tell you how long I was in my soul form before I cried out to Jesus… I remember feeling the separation of God being ripped from my soul Oh so much pain related to YHWH, leaving and I was waiting to enter into the pit of hell oh there was so many souls waiting to enter in… It was so dark and so so so so, hot.
I remember Jesus being a lawyer on my behalf and YHWH, was very strict with His ruling upon my soul but Jesus went the extra mile and had my judgement over turned. Thank you Jesus!!! I was halfway entered through the gates of hell when I was pulled from hell… People experience fear here on earth but fear in hell is much worse…
I was talking with God today within my mind so I could be respectfully quiet around others I was around today. I asked Jesus, Why did He, do that for me and Jesus said because I need you to show others through your words and actions how much I truly love mankind and I believe hell got your attention how serious this soul matter is to me as Jesus Christ, the Son, of YHWH.
I’ve learned a lot in the past few weeks just how important Jesus Christ, must be the center of everything in my life, and I thank Jesus, for saving my soul from hell and YHWH, for giving me another chance with this platform… There is so many false teachers in this world that are talking about God, in an crafty way that if not looked at closely a person would think that person is on fire for Jesus! and individuals end up following those teachings but don’t get the same Jesus experience in their life… Now many element factors could be in play for the lack of Jesus experience in a persons life and it is best to seek the Holy Spirit on that matter as well the word of God. (Holy Bible)
I also got to thinking because I became driven through my own strength in past writings that I was guilty of falling under the category of false teacher as well. 😢 I became blinded to this aspect… The Holy Spirit recently approached me to delete the past content here at S.o.H because God didn’t want others to be mislead through the writings I wrote with spiritual blinders on…
I’ve realized just how important it is to keep Jesus Christ, as the center focus period! there is no way around that aspect… As for the S.o.H platform it is Jesus inspired because Jesus Christ is the only true Soulja of Hope, for our soulz I’m just the writer here and Jesus Christ, is the true author here on this platform driven through the leading of the Holy Spirit on what to write here… So for now on I’m going to make sure I wear the armor of God at all times and remain focused on Jesus Christ, by these aspects being completed daily I believe Jesus Christ, is going to awake slumbered soulz and bring them online for the Kingdom of Heaven as Souljaz of Hope, where Jesus Christ, will not only be seen through my words and actions but many other individuals as well!
This world is experiencing trying times and Jesus Christ, will return when YHWH, says to but until then my plan is to follow God’s plan to be a fishermen of soulz.
Abba, (father) I’m very sorry for writing on this platform with my own strength in the past this was very wrong of me to do so, I see the damaged I caused and Lord, I will say it again! I repent from such behavior… Lord please help me as I come back to writing for Jesus as the #1 in my life, utilize me Lord as your vessel so others can see Jesus Christ, through my words and actions… Lord thank you for another chance when honestly I do not deserve but the fact is I was given another chance to teach with the Holy Spirits guidance and the authority of YHWH and the love of Jesus Christ, the true trinity before mankind. Oh Lord, I turn this platform over to you I’ll remain in the passenger seat this time as you drive this platform to awaken slumbered soulz in Jesus mighty name amen!
Bible Verse of The Day!
Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.