Hello Soulja Nation Squad, As I write here I told God I wanted the focus to be more about Jesus Christ, so I asked God, could I please go back to using Pyrx, as the author name to display less of me by removing reference of me through my name and more of Jesus Christ,? The Holy Spirit said Yes! So moving forward Andrew, is removed and replaced with Pyrx, (pen name)
Background How God Gave Me the nickname
4 yrs ago I was ready to kill myself because I was going through a very rough spot in life and my relationship with God was on and off… I was sitting in the backyard ready to kill myself and the Lord met me there during that dark moment to remind me of how the Pyrex pan was fine in the oven but exploded on the top hot burner (forgotten) that the burner was still on (electric burner)
While sitting there ready to kill myself because the major hurt I had endured the thought came to my mind about the pyrex pan how in the oven it could withstand heat no problem but the top burner destroyed it. I was complexed wondering why such thought had come to mind while sitting in the backyard siking myself up to kill myself. I asked God are you trying to tell me something and the scripture below, I randomly opened to in the bible.
10 See, I have refined you, though not as silver;
I have tested you in the furnace of affliction. Isaiah 48:10
I got to thinking oh my I have been through a lot of bad stuff through life, but it is not worth dying over then God said the following to me
God, Son, just like the pyrex, pan is strong in the oven but weak on the top burner you to are strong through me as your Lord and Savior but you are weak alone.
Abba, thank you for giving me another chance to live for you, because while in hell it surely was game over while also experiencing the lack of YHWH, that God was the hellish aspect of hell realizing you detached from my soul… Oh Lord, I want no one to experience that hellish experience so I want go big being a fisherman of souls.
Oh Lord, help me to imitate Jesus Christ, so less of me is seen and more of Jesus is recognized… Oh Lord, I surrender myself to you as my Lord and only Lord. Lord I love you very much! Teach me how to live by the spirit side more as you help me slay the flesh side of me daily. Amen!