Greetings! Today’s post is about looking back at the last 10 months since S.o.H started which was January 7th 2020 I will be speaking from the behind the scenes aspect… This may turn into a series of posts that I post once a week because 10 months is a lot to talk about because so much has happen. Okay! Lets Go!!!
Before I go any farther lets take a moment to thank Yahweh for the S.o.H platform.
Father God, of the most high your will be done here on earth as in Heaven! Father, Thank you for placing the idea of S.o.H upon my heart and thank you for being here through everything. I have personally seen Isaiah 41:10 play out countless times these past 10 months! The devil is surely mad and he is feeling it in the spiritual realm and nations are being reached just like I prayed about back during the 2015 prayer. Thank you Father God, Also thank you for healing me from being shy. Amen!
Two Weeks Before S.o.H Launched Online
It was 2 weeks before January 1st 2020 S.o.H was still called Soulja 4 Christ, and the blog sat for months with no new content for I left the blogging seen in 2018. By the Summer of 2019 I was regaining faith but had still been dealing with heavy elements of shyness. The time frame became December of 2019 and it was 2 weeks before January 1st 2020 and I was awaken and the Holy Spirit said the following to me.
God: Mikel, I, am calling forth to activate your 2015 prayer are you ready?
Mikel: Wait what I don’t remember most of that prayer!
God: But I do! and you asked for my help! Are you “Mikel,” Down? to take on the Heaven bound mission?
Mikel: God, what Mission?
God: To become a Hope messenger that will become a trendsetter through my power and authority of Heaven. ☺
God: Just “ok?” you have 2 weeks to make your decision before January 1st 2020 happens! You Mikel, have until December 31st 2019 11:59 pm to answer me.
Mikel: God, what happens if I fail to comply or answer?
God: Game over for I will hand the mission off to someone else willing to work for me!
Mikel: Wait what? I thought I was born for this and only I “Mikel,”can complete it the best through you Lord for I was born for this!
God: Correct!!! but I am God who giveth and taketh read the book of Job, if you think I’m playing games with you. Yes, of course you (Mikel,) can complete it the best for you were born for this mission! But another can complete the same mission with my help from Heaven. I’ll be waiting for your reply.
(Pause in Timeline) Mikel, starts to wrestle within until December 31st 11:50 pm
God: (Date & Time) December 31st 11:50 pm Mikel, say’s (God, I’m here) Mikel, starts crying real hard falls asleep from crying hard.
God: I awake Mikel, at 3:15 am January 1st 2020
Mikel: God, I failed to answer 😭 because all I got out of my mouth is “God, I’m here” 😭 before I cried myself to sleep and now it is January 1st 2020
God: Mikel, I awoke you to say I’m proud of you for I know it was hard for you to say “God, I’m here” I God, heard your thoughts behind your tears. ☺ I awoke you to let you know the mission is yours!!! Sleep son, I will be in contact soon.
God: (January 2nd 2020) Son, please change the blog name from Soulja 4 Christ to Soulja of Hope, for this name speaks maturity, and Hope for humanity. Please change the name and url on January 7th 2020 and write up a post announcing the change coming before January 7th. I know and understand your shyness and how you are afraid right now but months from now you will discover the new you through the spiritual reborn process. Oh, before I go this will not be easy at all you have a fight on your hands with opposition within you (your flesh) and outer opposition the pits of hades will place against you. Place this scripture on the tablet of your heart (Isaiah 41:10) and don’t give up or give in I’ll be there every step of the way! Even when you don’t sense me near for I will be testing you during those time periods to strengthen you.
On January 7th 2020 Soulja 4 Christ went through a name change and became Soulja of Hope, and things were about to drastically change from how Soulja 4 Christ, was authored and managed and I knew it not at the time other than I knew I was going to let the Holy Spirit sit in the director set this time around. I was also very shy at the time and afraid to ruff feathers as of today not such anymore because God helped me get past the elements of shyness and the inner pain associated is now healed.
I ended up learning early on that the shyness was going to create bigger problems promoting Jesus Christ, online and on the streets. I recognized the shyness had to go. The process was not easy at all and I felt as if I was losing who I identified myself as, and for the most part I was because I had to discover who I am through Jesus Christ my reborn identity through God.
Tune in for next weeks post for I will begin to talk about the hardship that came with the refining process.
Upon the Holy Spirit’s request this series is on hiatus until further notice