Some have asked me what my drive is and that is easy to answer God (YHWH) is my drive. The question then becomes deeper why God is my drive and that answer is complex to the carnal mind of others unlike mine, for I have the stain of remembrance of what it is like to experience being ripped from God’s (YHWH) presence from the core of my soul while I was in literal hell.
There is no language found here on earth that will help the carnal mind fully understand especially to whom that has never enter the spiritual realms and have seen inside of hades (hell) I will tell you this, torture the demons bring to your soul is frightening but the knowledge of God’s (YHWH) presences being ripped from the core of your soul is more scary than any demon I faced in hell.
hell is no joke for sure, but your mind being like a broken record on repeat knowing if you just would have turned to Jesus Christ, you would NOT be in hell experiencing enteral damnation of knowing that YHWH is no longer in connect with your soul. (UNIMAGINABLE TORTURE) When the created becomes cut off from the creator the created begins to understand true lost and not even demons matter or scare you at that point.
Now I stand before Jesus Christ as my only true savior and the truest Soulja of Hope on Calvary and I Mikel, stand before humanity as a messenger of Hope! sent by God (YHWH) Himself as Jesus Christ, first hand took on my stains of sins that very day as I cried out to Jesus Christ, just before I entered hell so the Father of Heaven Yahweh, could rescue me from hell. I don’t really care if-individuals thinks I’m story telling I will let God (YHWH) vindicate to humanity’s minds as I continue to walk the path of exposing the pits of hades and the truth about Jesus Christ’s love and mercy for humanity.