Journal Entry 001: Chasing After A Clean Slate

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Been busy today doing house chores it feels great after being on bed rest for 1 1/2 months to be able to move around and navigate stairs and finally get things on my to do list completed. I have been going through many life lessons since the accident and many of them have been wake up moments within. There is no way I am going back to my old lifestyle when God provided freedom through Jesus Christ.

I have a long road ahead of me and I have damaged trust with various people in my life, but my focus has to be Jesus this time around and let God fix what He sees fit to be fixed and accept what ever is not going to be fixed God has a reason for that as well.. The Holy Spirit pointed out to me while on bed rest I was a people pleaser and this surely gets in the way of living for the Lord. So, two days ago I broke down and asked God for a clean slate and yes God grants such for all of us, but we as humans have to be willing to forgive others and move forward living out life with the attitude of forgiveness instead of hiding secret hatred or bitterness it took me to the age of 42 to let go and let be and let God handle my life and be my GPS.

Yes, I am only a few days in trying my best to put God first in my life, I tried back in 2020 but failed at it and the bed rest moment I was literally stuck to be confronted by the Holy Spirit. I couldn’t get up and distract myself like I usually did. I am very sorry for the individuals I have wronged in life and I do truly forgive the individuals that have wronged me in life.

Life is too short to keep festering within keeping track of the wrongs done against me and trying to revenge it. Those days are truly done. I don’t want to offend Jesus anymore. I just want to live out my best years for Him, promoting God’s love for all of mankind. So, moving forward I will no longer people please I rather please God by living a honorable life before God’s Throne.

Well, this inside my mind today. ☺💯

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Nico, (Lead Author)